Category Archives: Litty’s Thoughts

bigger

my little sibling is growing fast

they can stand nearly

can crawl very well

but more importantly, retvik is starting to learn things

they know me and mama and dada

they are going on a big adventure soon

their forever home in phos

their first time on a shuttle and my second time

they might be scared but i will protect them

i love my little sibling

 

i want to know who kuta is

everyone says i look like kuta

but who is kuta

dada relkir says they were the general of deitic affairs

but they were more than that

they were like old mama elkay too

old evil me knows them

i do not think kuta is dead

i want to know more

i want to talk to kuta

baby baby baby

baby baby baby baby baby

is all i can think about

i finish patrols i finish work i go straight back to mama gath’s mama and dada’s place and spend time with retvik

trying to teach them how to walk and talk

baby baby baby

i feed them a lot as well

and eat baby food

i am baby too still

will not admit it out loud

but i am

still retvik is more baby than me

i will make them happy

i love my little sibling

cookies with miisa

i had cookies with miisa today

mama said i was getting ‘clingy’ and that i needed a break

then i forgot that i did not tell miisa about my little sibling

so i took photos and showed them to miisa and miisa said retvik was very cute

miisa asked if maybe i wanted kids one day

i said no

wanted to say it was icky but did not want to make miisa sad

miisa is nice though

we are forever-friends

i drew my little sibling

littydrewretvik

i drew retvik!

they are very small

already their head tip thing is small now

mine is longer

but retvik is very cute

they look just like dada relkir, they are also higher-caste like dada relkir, which is weird because mama gath is standard-caste

apparently normally a higher-caste and a soldier-caste make baby soldier-castes

it is weird

does not matter

i love my little sibling

little sibling

i have a little sibling!

their name is retvik

they are small

very small

big for a baby but still small

i love them very much

i helped feed them because they were hungry and i think they understood me a bit

they will love me too when they are older

i cannot wait until they can talk

i am very happy now

they will be too

who am i

i do not know who i am

i mean

i know my name

my name is litvir

i know my parents, they are adopted parents, they are called gath and relkir

but i do not know how old i am

i was… born, i think, on 27th 11th 2024

but i am in a teenager body, i am about 17 fysi… fisicl… physically

i also have fangs

rethans do not have fangs

i do not know why i have fangs

the other litvir has fangs too

but we are not the same person

i am white and purple and aligned to light

they are black and purple and a little evil and shadowy

i am me

i am good

hello

hello

i am litvir

i am a rethan and a god and a kid

the other litvir gave me a space to write in

i do not know what to write

but i have thoughts

maybe i should put them here

nice to meet you

i will have more thoughts soon

bye