i have had enough
i want to be a real baby
not a fake baby
not a kid
not an adult
A BABY
i have had enough
i want to be a real baby
not a fake baby
not a kid
not an adult
A BABY
cleaning is boring
i hate it
but i need to clean
my house is messy
dusty
but i clean it and it gets messy again
i am hardly even here
why does it get so messy so fast
Well it turned out, someone else blew up all the Voidborns. Which is rather awkward to say the least. It is clear the three of us still have some trauma about being in a small ship, going to do something as a basic job and then not being able to do that job, because Retvik mentioned… that time. The time just before we lost Arkay. And he was still hurt by it as well.
Occasionally, Arkay, Retvik and I are forced to do things for someone called Deathven. He is… in charge of Decay Lord society overall. And for some reason, he asks us to do things.
Normally, that is not a problem. But we are now currently on our way to a teleporter point in the Justarian Circle (which is NOT a circle on maps, it seems) in order to be slung to a distant land to convince some Voidborns that we are not that dangerous.
Considering how the Thantir have destroyed multiple Voidborn cults, I am very confused about all of this. If Deathven is high, I want some of whatever it is he is taking.
i am big ba
i am happy
i love my little sibling
dada relkir painted my bedroom for me
i do not really sleep there normally
well i did not because i have my own home
but now baby retvik is here i will stay with mama and dada sometimes so i can be with the baby
and i have my own room for that
which dada relkir painted
they painted it mostly purple
light purple like my friend miisa
but there is one wall that they painted in a special black paint
it is dark but shiny but rough too
i can draw on the black bit with stuff called chalk
i will make it pretty
maybe i will draw my family
i love my family
Oh dear.
Well, the good news is that we have found the new Synaisthyn. The bad news is that they are small. Very small. A kid. Well, more of a teenager. Helkas is adorable. Sweet and innocent. And already, Retvik is picking up worrying thoughts. But worse, I think I am having weird, similar thoughts.
What is wrong with me?
my little sibling is growing fast
they can stand nearly
can crawl very well
but more importantly, retvik is starting to learn things
they know me and mama and dada
they are going on a big adventure soon
their forever home in phos
their first time on a shuttle and my second time
they might be scared but i will protect them
i love my little sibling
everyone says i look like kuta
but who is kuta
dada relkir says they were the general of deitic affairs
but they were more than that
they were like old mama elkay too
old evil me knows them
i do not think kuta is dead
i want to know more
i want to talk to kuta